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he said i love you but, its not enough

i love you but,
i bought a house and forgot
(i mean didn't)
tell you, and also,
i love you but,
i didn't ask you to the dance.
i love you but,
she left her panties
at my place.
i love you but,
i can't call you
(i won't call you)
i love you but,
i never bought you 
a christmas present. 
i love you but,
i can't be with you
(because im stuck)
i love you but,
im too busy. too hurt. too. 
i love you but,
i dont like touching you
and why don't you do the dishes.
i love you but,
i don't want to kiss you.
i love you but,
im leaving because i care about you.
i love you,
but you're not invited,
because you're not allowed to come
(because she will be there
and obviously we're fucking
and how come you didn't see it)
i love you but
you're too much. 
i love you but,
you need too much
(even though you never
asked for anything)
i thought i knew what love was
i thought i did, 
but maybe i just know what it isnt.

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the lies we lead.

She says he says mean things
and the man in the nice shirt says
you have to get out or he’ll kill you –
eventually;
then he goes home in his nice car
in his nice car to his nice shirt
and his really nice wife –
and hits her because his coffee
isn’t just so
and of course,
dinner’s cold because
he should have been home
a few hours ago;
What a beautiful life it is
to live a double life
as a hypocrit..
Girl in a tight red dress
asks him where he’s been –
has he been out drinkin’ again;
Pointing fingers makin’ points;
slammin’ doors rattling paper walls..
He wasn’t, but he’s goin’ to now
cause he can smell the cologne
she’s tried to hide –
and it’s not his..
So he goes out with his best friends –
Jim and Jack and tells her
to go to hell in a handbasket.
What a beautiful life it is
to live a double life
as a hypocrit..
She was a