I sat in the water today,
staring at my Instagram picture,
wondering how long it’ll be
before I believe that caption
“love yourself so much,
that mirror never stands a chance”
but I’m like fuck.
So I buy ten buck lace lingerie
thinking maybe he’ll tell me
he loves me,
but it’s just another disappointment
I look at that girl in those pictures
making weird faces and
I don’t know who the fuck that is.
Can that really be me?
Is she confident?
Or just fucking stupid.
Just fucking stupid,