the girl in the mirror.

Today, is my own personal struggle. Today, I looked in the mirror and hated myself. I look and I don’t see anything to love. Today, I feel so ugly and fat and inadequate. Not always, but for right now and for today and probably for tomorrow, that is my reality. Today, I ache with wanting to be healthier and skinnier and happier and yet it seems like an impossible goal. I keep falling so far down there doesn’t seem to be a way out. It gets better, I know that, but for now…my heart hurts and the girl in the mirror doesn’t love me. She doesn’t love me at all.

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