Somedays, I want to take a trip
On some acid, LSD kinda shit
Lose myself in a fucking dream
Be so lost I can’t even be seen
Category Archives: soul speak
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Hello nostalgia,
nice of you to come around
bringing memories
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Your words burn my soul like bright flame to a lone sheet of paper, mottled with eraser marks and pencil hearts. It is as though you have reached bare-handed through my skin, taken my heart between your fingers, and opened it to my very being. Inch by inch, your words unravel it with the same finesse as an angry sea with a sailboat. I would beg you to be kinder if I thought you would hear it, but I know that my words would fall far short of truly reaching you. You would sooner rip my soul to pieces and leave the pieces to the Devil rather than see that you are no better than the others. You speak of peace and love and truth, but you would sooner have me drown in the ocean rather than believe in peace, or give love, or search for truth in anything other than what you already have found.
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Resentment seeps out of my pours
runs like spider veins, black veins
where it chokes me,
not enough to kill, but enough to make me feel rage
makes…
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mother’s day.
the day when the rest of the world
is celebrating and cherishing,
and i am here,
remembering you.
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Always picking up my own pieces;
always one piece short of a puzzle;
always drowning in what feels like shame.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
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stranger tides have come
brought by strange seas
currents i never thought
i’d be caught swimmin’ in.
yet, here i am.
stranger’s eyes,
strange,stranger lies.
crazy fish, fisherman.
water’s filled with plastic
monster trash dreams
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could you be my heaven,
just for a little while.
you don’t have to stay forever,
just let me see you smile.
be a safe haven for my soul,
im not asking for forever,
just for a little while,
do you mind to just be here
with me for right now?
ive been uppin’ for so long,
i dont want to come down.
im not asking for much,
just a safe place to lay my head
it doesn’t matter to me,
if its in your bed.
take what you want from me
ill leave my clothes on the floor
just please, could you be
my heaven for a minute more.
im so tired, love,
exhausted, just let me sleep,
just for tonight, i swear
in the momrning i’ll leave.
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i was starving,
and there you were.
then gone,
like a ghost.
wish you’d just say,
what i did wrong.
give me something to go on.
closure.
i thought you were different
i know you are.
i can see it.
maybe i was wrong,
maybe you were…
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around the merry-go-round.
it’s not a merry go round,
but we’re going round, anyway.
chasing puzzle pieces,
puzzling over pieces,
that don’t fit right, at all.
it’s inside out,
and outside in,
the worlds in a fucking tailspin.
