you said you loved me,
and i believed you. 
but you left me shipwrecked,
you threw me in the ocean,
with weights on my feet.
sinking, down i go,
bottom of the sea. 
im not responsible for you,
for any part of you, 
i cant be what you need,
you say to me.
but you did this to me,
tore down my walls,
let me peer into yours,
and then when you got me naked,
when all the bricks had fallen,
you realized the inside wasn't perfect,
and you didn't want it anymore,
but you love me,
that's what you said. 
and i tried. 
i tried so hard to show you love.
i tried.
i tried.
i tried.