sitting in the tub,
shiny razor right there.
so, so close. 
my body is a blank canvas,
and i can tattoo it if i want.
2 shots of whiskey. 
i love you so damn
much my bones ache.
and my skin burns,
with wanting to be touched
and i wish i could just
drink you away,
or fuck you away,
but i can't and you've made
it clear where we stand. 
come over.
i cant.
come over.
i cant.
come over.
i cant.
my bones ache,
dont you understand?
i dont want to suffocate you,
but i am drowning
and i knew i would. 
i will do anything for you.