sitting in the tub, shiny razor right there. so, so close. my body is a blank canvas, and i can tattoo it if i want. 2 shots of whiskey. i love you so damn much my bones ache. and my skin burns, with wanting to be touched and i wish i could just drink you away, or fuck you away, but i can't and you've made it clear where we stand. come over. i cant. come over. i cant. come over. i cant. my bones ache, dont you understand? i dont want to suffocate you, but i am drowning and i knew i would. i will do anything for you.